Life is a mystery
Cafes at night in a livable city / Ljubljana, Slovenia / May 2005
Cleaning off my desk trying to make some space in my mind and calm the demons I find a scrap of paper that says: A mystery is not the same as a puzzle.
Cafes at night in a livable city / Ljubljana, Slovenia / May 2005
Guatemalan weaving on my christmas tree helps send K on her way to Guatemala / Jan 2009
A garden on the windowsills / Ljubljana, Slovenia / May 2005
AMAZEMENT
O what daybreak in the windows! Cannons salute.
The basket boat of Moses floats down the green Nile.
Standing immobile in the air, we fly over flowers:
Lovely carnations and tulips placed on long low tables.
Heard too are hunting horns exclaiming hallali.
Innumerable and boundless substances of the Earth:
Scent of thyme, hue of fir, white frost, dances of cranes.
And everything simultaneous. And probably eternal.
Unseen, unheard, yet it was.
Unexpressed by strings or tongues, yet it will be.
Raspberry ice cream, we melt in the sky.~ Czeslaw Milosz
Traveling shoes / Mountain House / Aug. 2008
AFTER TRAVELING
How strange life is! How incomprehensible! As if I returned from it as from a long journey and tried to remember where I had been and what I had done. I can't quite manage it, and the most difficult part is trying to see myself there. I had intentions, motivations. I made decisions, performed acts. Yet from here that man seems so irrational and absurd. As if he did not act, but was activated by forces that made use of him. For, after all, I wrote many books, here they are, and there he is; how to trace between him and them a line of continuity?~ poet Czeslaw Milosz
Me looking down and observing the woman looking down and observing / Dubrovnik, Croatia / June 2001
"The world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes."
A city that sits on the edge of the sea filled with steps like a smooth dance floor / Dubrovnik, Croatia / June 2001
“The city stopped at the point of my pen. And power multiplied like steps on a smooth dance floor. And the evening’s necklace, like eyes strung on the track of the dark, began to rustle.
Meshed summers behind the doors of houses and inhabitants from quiet shadows sensed this prismatic joy in the bready warmth of the sun and deaf peace of the rain.
It happened at a troubled hour when all that is red pales, when all that is yellow quiets, when every shadow rests on the oars and sails, and when a darkened track hovers over all, for no clear reason.
And I recognised at once that condensation of violet. Of course I did: in place of the edge of the sky a city had stopped at the point of my pen.
And I watch it, and I watch myself, standing here at the edge of the table, and my gaze is a border of lights and of angles, intricate and lazy, because it belongs to me; while roofs and towers come down the darkened corridor, islands and seas come, sounds and city-squares come. While I go by.”~ Stairway by Croatian poet Gordana Benic
Old Postcard from the wonderful collection at the Museum of New Jersey Maritime History / Beach Haven, NJ / July 2008
“Dear Lucille, I wish you
were here I am having a fine time. We
are staying at the Seaside Hotel.
Gladys Supplee.”
I just love the phrase “I am having a fine time.”
My dictionary lists 15 definitions for the adjective fine and the 2nd one is very satisfactory, enjoyable — and its example sentence is “We are having a fine time.” A search of the phrase reveals that it was frequently written on postcards mailed in the first half of the 20th century. It was such a popular phrase that many postcards had “Having a fine time” pre-printed on them.
A MINI Cooper (an updated version of the most popular British-made car ever made, starting in 1959) and a MINI Cooper-sized garage — perfect! / Beach Haven, NJ / July 2008
“If we want things to stay as they are,
things will have to change.”~ Tancredi in the book "The Leopard" by Giuseppe Tomasi di Lampedusa (via Sicily, Through the Eyes of the Leopard)
Riding my bike right on and on / Beach Haven, NJ / Aug. 2006
“ALL day and many days I rode,
My horse’s head set toward the sea;
And as I rode a longing came to me
That I might keep the sunset road,
Riding my horse right on and on,
O’ertake the day still lagging at the west,
And so reach boyhood from the dawn,
And be with all the days at rest.For then the odor of the growing wheat,
The flare of sumach on the hills,
The touch of grasses to my feet
Would cure my brain of all its ills,—
Would fill my heart so full of joy
That no stern lines could fret my face.
There would I be forever boy,
Lit by the sky’s unfailing grace.”~ A Wish, By Hamlin Garland
“We'll go for a walk, we'll have a nice talk; On the dirt road, Hey — there's a dead toad; It's just a mile, back with a smile'; We're goin' round the lake” (We Ain't Goin' Nowhere, Mountain House Version, 6) / Mountain House / Sept. 2005
“What is it that makes it so hard sometimes to determine whither we will walk? I believe that there is a subtile magnetism in Nature, which, if we unconsciously yield to it, will direct us aright. It is not indifferent to us which way we walk. There is a right way; but we are very liable from heedlessness and stupidity to take the wrong one. We would fain take that walk, never yet taken by us through this actual world, which is perfectly symbolical of the path which we love to travel in the interior and ideal world; and sometimes, no doubt, we find it difficult to choose our direction, because it does not yet exist distinctly in our idea.”
~ Thoreau, from Walking